juke you're really putting a lot of effort into this. Its quite disconcerting and unhealthy.
You seem extraordinarily upset with being allegedly "blocked". You're the one who has blocked me, all your replies to that PM conversation have disappeared. I only have one person in my ignore list and that's not you.
My inbox has always been open for you as is this thread. If you had as much gumption and less malice, if the former wasn't available, the latter would have served its function.
But instead you started a thread to directly attempt to humiliate me and then go this far by justifying it because I blocked you? There is no need to be so insidious it is evident that its not in your nature.
Again, take a step back, take a deep breath, and understand that no one is out to get you. These are non-issues that you are better off simply letting go of.
For your sake, dude, if its just an extraordinarily stressful week at the office, or problems at home, trouble with the girlfriend/or wife, or anything else, find someone to talk to. I'd be the worse person to engage if you really just need to blow off steam.
Seriously, juke, its not healthy. And again, I've never told you that anyone is on my side never asked anyone to pony up for me for what I stand for. But you really need to do a bit of soul searching on what you really set out to do.